I went Numb after resigning? And Here’s what I did.

Quite understandably,

I was scared..

Even though I had the clarity of getting things done.

I knew I would crash it.

I knew what I wanted to do.

I had a clarity of how and when will I achieve certain things.

But, as the date I had scribbled on my calender, was the date I would actually put down papers.

The date exceeded a little, Firstly because, I wasn’t seeing any huge difference in my writing journey.

I hadn’t earned anything extra for me to confidently quit my job.

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So, it made me quite skeptical.

But, you know what?

I quit anyway!

I did put down papers, just 4 days after my scribbled date.

Because, I got furious and thought I HAD TO ACHIEVE THIS!

I don’t Care if I haven’t seen results yet, I don’t care if I have figure many things on the way. But I decided to go all in.

You think I wasn’t scared?

I almost sh*t in my pants for that decision! It haunted me at so many freaking levels!!